it has been quite a day and i finally cried. simply cant bring myself to do any other things. the wait to be home is long this time. mixed feelings, as much as I want to be home to give my parents a big big hug, i dont want to be home for this very reason.

dear granny, may you rest in peace...
you will be deeply missed for we've loss a wonderful respectable lady.
and time is still passing by so slowly.

and the evening in the hospital makes me think.
the place is such a meaningful place after all, but people dont talk about it.

a place filled with pain, sorrow, disappointment yet full of love, hope and joy...
a place to witness what life is all about...